melodramachic

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

Hermm...there's something that's bothering me. To tell you frankly, at times i feel disheartened to continue my studies. I know now that its a stupid decision to take up another Diploma. Especially when i realised that i will need to continue with the Advanced Dip in order to fully understand the concept of the Dip that i took. But fret not. In less then 3 months, i'm going to get this 1 year course (that seems like forever) done and over with.

Its not as if i'm no longer intersted to study anymore, i do. But i've to put any desires to continue studies as the last priority at the moment. At least until after marriage. A colleague who's currently taking a degree part time encouraged me to take one up a course at uniSIM even after i got married. Not sure by then if i'm still interested to take up a degree or other courses.

But what made me itching to take up another course after i finished my current Dip is an email that i received from a friend. It debates about how "Muhammad (SAW) spreads the faith by the sword". We know its untrue, but the debate goes back to some historic moments that i wasnt aware of before..and its much more interesting reading it in English. Another email i received is about this famous French diver from Discovery Channel named Jacques Yves Costeau. He converted to Islam because he was astounded by the debate that a Muslim Professor gave when he asked for afew explanation regarding what some unexplained behavior that he came across during one of his many divings.

Then yesterday, my fiance says a colleague of his lends him a VCD that debates about Islam and Christianity. What's interesting is that, both debators were converts. One is from a Muslim religious teacher converts Christian while a the other is a Pope who converts to a Muslim. Mayb i'll dublicate a copy and watch when i have the time.

I guess with my current interest, the part time Dip courses or the short courses that UIA offerred seems to be a good choice. Actually i made a research about it few months back and actually took pains to really decide which course to take. I was thorn between taking a religious course, or an IT course. (Narrowed down to either Hadis or Religious History for Islamic studies, or either Security or SQL for IT.) But it seems that now my priority level had changed, i've to focus on what's important first. I'm only concerned that after marriage, i'll be lazy too to start studying again. ):

God, give me strenght. Amin..

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Now that i've got it all out of my system. lets talk about something else...hermm.

ah..yes...Before Ramdhan came, i envision myself sleeping throughout lunch time to while the time away. Its especially useful if i've classes to attend in the evening as its hard to focus if i'm too tired. But it turned out otherwise..

If i'm not busy with school work (ie. project proposals), me and Sis will be "tortured" by a particular Wak Burn. He's the only Muslim in his section, therefore, he always came to our cubicle to disturb us at lunchtime. When he's here, we forgot how tired we were cos the clown kept saying or doing something funny to keep us wide awake. But as the clock reaches 1300hrs, we realised, we didnt get to have our "15 mins beauty sleep" at all. This happens almost everyday.

Here are some pics that were taken by either me or him at lunch.

Yang nie he say macam budak retarded mana sesat gitu. He even gave a caption for it: "Pada bulan yang mulia ini, marilah kita ramai2 bersedakah pada budak terencat ni sebab dia pon nak beraya jugak.." Kurang asam kan?

Yang nie plak my Sis. Caught this pic while she's busy giggling at one of Burn's antics. Dah macam anak dara nak kena pinang. Macam Minah Kawin2. Mentel kan? Haha! I MMS her hubby in the evening (i asked her permission first) with the same text as above, and he replied by asking me, "Asal sampai bukak kasut semua?" Heh..

Ni ada lagi pics that Burn took of us. The below one, he say "Kalau ye pon puasa jgn le lembik sampai camtu..nak sms ke nak tido?"

This one plak, i got sick of him snapping pics mcm paparazzi, i stick out my tounge. (If you havent noticed, most of my pics are with my toungue sticking out. Dont ask. Dunno why. Habbit since college days.) '-_-

Anyway, the above pic has been hanging on my cubicle for quite some time and decided to change. (I used to change the pics in my wallet quite often and never took out the old ones. So i've a few in hand anytime i wana change.) So i changed it to this:

I've noticed that it looks like a pic taken zaman mak bapak kita seh.. Dah ler clr dia abit "sephiarized", plus that pose dah macam zaman dolu2 nyer seh. (fyi, the pic was taken early this yr at the zoo - he's squatting down to play wif little goats). But i just kept kept to myself la, as a personal joke. Beh, baru tukar, takkan nak tuka lagi? Lazy to find another pic. So this Burn comes along and simply say that the pic looked like "Bang Brahim". Doesnt ring a bell? Well, you know..the dialogue that goes "Bang Brahim, tulong Bang Brahim! Tulong!" from Pendekar Bujang Lapok. Sampai kekek2 seh him and my Sis gelak..

Then Sis leh nyampuk lak. She say, patut pon kadang i tgk dia sengih2 berbual ngan that pic..dia berbual ngan Bang Brahim rupanya. Kurang asam kan..? Isk..So i end up changing it to this pic here:

I've to sacrifice this pic. Its actually the pic from my wallet. But cannot tahan the teases, i changed lor..
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Hermm..I'm left with only 6 days of leave this year liao.. Usually i have extra 7 days to bring forward to next year. But this year mayb i wasnt disciplined enough and took leave recklessly. Plus, i took alot of leave for my school (tests, exams, proposals and project submissions. Biaserla...saya mengamalkan last minute nyer self-torturing per..). So now i'm trying to think of how to survive with only 6 days to last the last 3 months of 2006. Well, if worst comes to worst, i'll have to fake, i mean take MC lor.. q: hehe..

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